Minutes, hours, years.

Tread softly, but without limitation.

Another person shocked by my age. It's getting slightly amusing, in all honesty.

If I truly were to hang out with people that were the age I always feel, I would be in with the retired elderly that only have enough energy to watch the world around them. Or at least, I would be on my bad days.
On my good days I would spend my time with kindergartners, finger painting, laughing, and smiling without hesitation.

I need to find the 19 year old in me, it's about time I started living recklessly. I'm allowed to make stupid mistakes at my age. I want to be free. I'm too confined with worry these days. It's time to release that, and my past, and become my age.

I pulled the ten of swords reversed the other day.
It spoke of release from trauma and struggle, and entering into a positive cycle.
Followed quickly by the High Priestess, and the World.

I feel like I can start breathing again, without checking my human condition. I am very solid, and it's time to start believing that. Something in me thought I was different than the rest of the world, caught within the same condition. I always check my normality, against people that may very well be checking their own normality.

Like Randi said, I'm getting my slate cleansed by the time I turn 21.
It's about time to be carefree, eh?